Writings

Inhale

It’s the simple things in life that I enjoy the most. When I experience them it gives me a reason to live, they remind me of how great life can be. I begin my sun salutation in a mountain pose in a patch of sun on the grass. I raise both my hands overhead, draw my hips forward, arch my back, open my chest to the sky, I inhale. Life is beautiful, the Earth so precious. I observe all that is around me, I don’t take anything for granted. I am calm, serene, tranquil. The rain has just let up and the sun dances on my skin, covering me in a blanket of radiant warmth. The wind whispers through the leaves and branches of the trees, the force of its words blowing against me in a cool, calm tone. A rabbit comes out from its shelter from the rain and strides effortlessly into the sunlight in front of me. Two robins perched on the wooden gate to my left start to sing their distinct melodies. When I look up to the tops of the tall Maple and Evergreen trees, I watch the luminescent drizzle of the rain being dusted off the leaves and on to the soft earth. The sun reflects through the falling rain, making it glisten, it is a magical sight. A black squirrel scurries across the top of the gate with its beady eyes frightening the two birds away. When I look up way into the sky I catch sight of the clearest, brightest and whitest cloud. I feel like it is close enough for me to reach my hand up and touch it. It looks so soft; I imagine it would feel like a cotton ball, or sheep’s wool. I face my body towards the ground, toes pressing the earth in a downward dog position and I study the glowing aura emanating around each of my toes, a gift from the suns light. The bunny draws nearer to me, staring directly at me with eyes wide, and ears pointed. I observe the fast rise and fall of the creatures body, it is breathing heavily. Only three feet away from me, it hops forward and chews on some grass. The rabbit watches everything around it from the corners of its eyes. Eventually, I watch the bushy tail scurrying away. I exhale. I bring my right foot forward into a lunge and scan the sky. I inhale again. A bird glides in the breeze over my head. The sunlight has shifted, withdrawing my warm blanket. A forceful breeze blows through. A white feather dances carefully with the wind and settles upon my knee. I look up to see two airplanes cross paths so perfectly that their exhaust forms a symmetrical ‘x’ above my head. If it were not for living near the airport I could have easily believed I lived in the countryside. My black cat looks down on me from the patio balcony then wanders back inside. A droplet of rain falls from the atmosphere and forms a small pool on top of my hand. In seconds, there are a few more small pools starting to form. I stand up and start to dance around. The rain pounds down on me like the beat of steel drums, the wind resonates through the trees deep like a bass, birds still sing their high pitch melodies like a flautist, and there is a majestic clash of wind chimes. The sun glistens through the rain once again and I throw my hands up in the air. My feet sink into the warm and wet earth; it feels as if I am absorbing the soul of the earth through the soles of my feet. The pounding starts to slow, the breeze calms, the wind chimes stop chanting, and the birds hush. The world around me goes silent. A vibrant orange and red butterfly lands itself on a leaf by my feet. I shift myself back into my sun salutation pose, lengthening my spine, reaching back, opening my heart to Earth. I take a deep breath in, close my eyes, release myself back into mountain pose, and exhale.

poetry

So Long Sonnet

The time has come for us to say goodbye

Entered my life so quick but left so soon

We sit here gazing under the night sky

Our love for each other gleams like the moon

Now suddenly we’re going separate ways

Our time with each other nearing the end

Cherish the moment, this the final day

Leaving the time that once our hearts did blend

We sit here face to face all teary eyed

Knowing once your gone part of our heart will die

Our time together surely has flown

We sing our favourite tune ’til tears run dry

Distance and time dictate our heart’s content

But I’ll never regret the time we’ve spent

Personal Posts · poetry

Clear-Cut

If I put my hands on a crystal ball

to see everything we created flash before our eyes,

I would probably just want to change one thing

the ending.

Can you hold up your crystal vow

one last time?

before our memories become clouded and opaque.

I fractured our crystal energy

that was once so pure

and the shards drove through you.

they drove through you like

a sharp knife through paper,

except it felt like a drill going through steel.

each piece containing

translucent memories that shined through,

although they weren’t as vivid

and detailed as before.

the crystal ball was so fragile,

yet I was so careless,

so unequipped to maintain it,

hold it close and cherish it.

the light entered through the crystal

and refracted off you,

and onto myself.

that’s when I realized,

we were altering paths.

our rays of light weren’t meant to shine   

in the same direction anymore.                     

and although we are changing directions,

just know that knowing you has changed me,

and no crystal ball could have predicted

the impact you would have on me,

like it couldn’t predict

the impact of me

letting the crystal ball

slip out of my fingers,

and shatter onto the floor.

poetry

Prelude

You

are the needle pressed against the vinyl

spinning your familiar tune

you

are the love balled,

echoing from the speakers

at the bus terminal,

faintly.

you

are in the hum of the vehicle I am inside of.

the note between b and c,

that unnamed note between the semitones.

you

are in the silence,

between the space that surrounds me.

you are resonating with each sound wave.

you propagate each mechanical wave of pressure .

you

are the french horn solo,

piercing through the sound of the violins

in that romantic film score,

that the composer knows

will awe and pluck at the audiences

heart strings.

you are the prelude

the muscles in my hands always urge me to play

when my fingertips touch a piano

you are the guitar pick

I use to prevent my calluses

from blistering.

you are the fortissimo

to the gradual crescendo,

that cause the hairs on my arm,

and my body temperature

to rise.

most importantly

you…

you are the haunting melody

that won’t ever stop playing inside my head.

Personal Posts · poetry

Still There

If you stand

inches away

from one of Claude Monet’s

Impressionist pieces,

you can focus on

a singular speck

of the pointillism .

as you back away

it no longer becomes visible

to your naked eye.

That one speck

fades into a part of the painting

but it’s still there,

hidden.

When you think it’s gone,

it jumps out from behind you.

It’s like when

You look outside and say

“hey the rain has stop—”

just at the split second

when the clouds grumble

and a teardrop hits the window.

That’s what it’s like

when you think you’ve fully recovered.